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Fic: Secrets and Lies (4.01 Missing Scene)
TEXT - Make cupcakes not war
sophie_448
Title: Secrets and Lies
Author: sophie_448
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Word Count: 345
Warnings: SPOILERS for episode 4.01, wincest, somewhat graphic m/m sex, unbeta'd
Summary: A brief little missing scene from last night's premiere. Don't know how this one hit the cutting room floor. *g*



Secrets and lies . . . secrets and lies.

Dean moves inside Sam and all Sam can think about is all the things he’s not telling his brother. They’re as close as they can be, closer than he ever thought they’d be again and that’s the problem.

He was sure Dean wasn’t coming back. He did everything he knew to do and then he came up with a few more things, but none of it did any good. More than one demon had laughed in his face at the mere suggestion of making a deal. So he accepted that he was just going to have to live as this shell of a person. He went ahead and embraced his psychic abilities and did what Ruby wanted him to.

But now. Now Dean’s back and the world is the way it’s supposed to be again, like Spring after Winter. And Sam – well he’s supposed to be Dean’s Sammy again. But he isn’t. He wishes he knew how to get back, but he’s afraid that maybe pretending is the best he can do.

“Sammy?” Dean’s breathless query draws him back into the moment. “You with me?”

Sam grips Dean’s back tighter, feeling the muscles shift under his hands. He lifts his head to meet Dean’s lips. The kiss is hot and messy and perfect.

“Yeah,” he answers when they part, “I just,” he sucks in a ragged breath as Dean thrusts in and drags against his prostate, “I missed you.”

“I know, Sammy,” Dean answers and Sam wishes he could take away the wrecked look in Dean’s eyes. He may not be whole anymore, but he wants his brother to be.

Dean’s rhythm starts to falter and he wraps a hand around Sam’s cock and pulls. Sam lets the sensation wash over him and revels in feeling something he thought was lost forever. And, just for a moment, he can forget all the secrets and lies and brokenness that clamor in his mind. Dean is here, alive, breathing in his ear and Sam can just be.





God. You are made of awesome.

That is all.

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Minor oversight in the editing room, I'm sure *cough* Thanks, hon! Glad you liked it *g*

Those shameful editiors nixed the wrong scene

*wipes tears* That was heartbreakingly beautiful.
*scours floor for more snippets*

Re: Those shameful editiors nixed the wrong scene

Aww, thank you!

GUH! That's all I got... ;D

how dare those bastards leave that scene out!!!

An egregious oversight, I'm sure! :-P

Oh, how could they have left that out? O_o *mind boggles* This was just so PERFECT, so very much them, and broken Sammy is exactly what you'd expect.

Bravo!!

Amazing! So good of you to give us that outtake. ;)

YIS! so awesome and smoking!

That was hot... :) Very well written... :) <3

Thank you, glad you liked it :-)

Oh, honey.

This is sheer, shudderingly beautiful. So much is packed into so few words, love and pain and some serious hotness too ;) So CANON of a missing scene, just not ready for network tv..

Now Dean’s back and the world is the way it’s supposed to be again, like Spring after Winter. And Sam – well he’s supposed to be Dean’s Sammy again. But he isn’t. He wishes he knew how to get back, but he’s afraid that maybe pretending is the best he can do.

“Sammy?” Dean’s breathless query draws him back into the moment. “You with me?”


Guh. I teared up a bit at that, and ached so bad for both of them, Dean still trying to hold onto Sam...Sam trying to hold onto himself, cuz he lost it when he lost Dean, and how can they ever be whole again, one again, when they were never really completely one, like they should be...

Like they need to be, and are in this moment you've given us; I love this!

<3

Ugh, in only so little words you can turn me to mush.

Aw damn that's good. So bittersweet.

Oh god FINALLY someone wrote something like that! Thank you! It's perfect (and I really shouldn't be reading this at work but dammit, I HAD to and I'm happy - maybe a little almost crying - but happy!

*hugs tight*

just the way it should be)))